Fathima
Ranshiz
From
darkness to light
When she stepped into Kuwait
International Airport all the way from Phillppine she first listened to the
sound of Adan (Prayer call ) of dawn prayer. "What a inspiring sound is
it" she exclaimed to herself. So started her journey from the darkness to
the light.
While narrating her story of
becoming a Muslim Fathima Ranshiz said: I reached Kuwait early morning and
when I was standing in front of the emigration counter, I at once could listen
to the sound of Adan call, " Allahu Akber, Allahu Akber" This
musical sound really moved me.
I was fond of music from my
childhood. But never in my life time I have listen to the sound of Adan call.
I was not knowing the meaning of Adan which the caller of Adan was repeating.
But I could enjoy a kind of music and atraction it posessed. I asked about
this attractive voice with a co passenger. He said it is the call of Adan
calling Muslims towards prayer five times a day.
Inspiration:
After joining the duty, I was
frequently listening to this beautiful voice very often. I used to get up with
the Adan call which gives us the message that it is the time for prayer. Soon
I used to chant the invocations to remember God according to my former
religion.
One day I switched on the
television and there was a program of recitation of Quran. I listened to it
till the end. It was in beautiful accent and at the end they read out the
meaning of the verses of Quran which was recited before. The recitation began
with the loud recitation of the verse 'Bismilla hirrahma nirraheem' which
means in the name of God most gracious most merciful. How beautiful and sweet
is the verse is and the attributes of God mentioned in it.
Reverted to peace:
When I was listening to Adan
call and recitation of holy Quran I used to enjoy a kind of solace, which I
could not feel in my thirty years of life. I never felt such a spiritual peace
which I enjoyed during the recitation of holy Quran and Adan.
Hence I stopped going to
church. But one of my friend suggested me to go to church to get the peace of
mind. Hence I restarted again to go to church every Friday. But I felt no
difference. I started reading Bible also which could not give me any kind of
happiness but the result was vise versa. Moreover I found that teachings of
Bible are unclear and confusing. Once I told this feeling of mine to the
priest. He said I own a old copy of the Bible and he said he will make me
available new revised version of the Bible. I took that version of Bible and
started reading it. After reading it completely I could not change my
feelings. I found it still full of contradiction and ignorance.
What is Hijab
Once I asked one of my
colleague that whether she wear Hijab at home. She said no, we wear Hijab
before the men who are not closely related and strangers to us to protect our
honour and chastity. But in home before our brothers, sisters , father and
spouces we wear colourful dresses and beautify ourselves.
'How pretty is it ' I
exclaimed to myself . Later my head at the place of work gave me a book
regarding the status of women in Islam. After reading it I felt a big
diference in me. In my thirty years of life span I have never come across such
a book. At a time it was dealing with the mental, intellectual status of
women.The points discussed in the book were down to earth and the approach was
natural, there was no ambiguity in it. Further I read more about Islam and
discussed the things with the my head at the office. These discussion and
studies cultivated in me a great appreciation towards Islam and a desire to
embrace it.
When I expressed my desire to
embrace Islam my Lady head at the office took me to the ministry of Awkaf. I
recited the Shahada syllable by syllable. How did it happen, I still don't
know, but what all I know is that it happened with all my willingness and
according to my desire...
I may never forget this
occurrence , it was a total new feeling for me which I could never experience
in my past thirty years of life.